Getting a little personal
I finally have the time to use the net more then i expected. Wow, i must say how glad i am to have this opportunity. First of all, i would like to thank all my supporters and over hundreds and countless of visitors, and people who have had their readings done for me.
Today, i would like to sit down and talk to all of you, all my visitors, i appreciate every single one of you, and i would love to do readings for you all, once again if i ever get the chance to. I feel so honoured to be doing this, for more then two years despite some attempts that are not worth mentioning. I always keep my sights positive and my witnesses and people who felt that i have done an accurate reading proves to me that i have nothing to doubt.
Here is a story i just felt like sharing. I really miss these moments and episodes.
There was a time when i started out at east coast beach. I and my family rented a push cart when my brother actually suggested i take my tarot card reading to there. Just to try.
Most of the time, i had been doing readings for friends, relatives and even strangers sometimes for free even. Just to get the hang of it. This was before i went to east coast.
Back then, i was using the full deck. I didn't relied only on the major arcana which many people, including fellow tarot readers questioned my motives. And i feel that i never had enough time to explain why am i doing this in the first place. I guess, this would be my time. But i'll get to that later :) And onto continue my story.
So i finally took it to east coast to give it a test drive. Back then, i charged only $2 for a reading. For one reading. During that time, i already decided to no longer use my minor arcana.
Why? Because i felt that i was not connected to it. Now, this is not a logical conclusion, but a spiritual one. I felt very much connected to the rider-waite. And the reason for that is because i always felt connected to the rider-waite and the first ever card i stumbled across was the magician.
The magician was the first card i ever seen that belonged to the old rider-waite. I didn't saw this in a reading, but another source that i do not wish to specify for personal reasons. I like to keep some things a mystery :p
Now, i begin to research about tarot, i didn't went to a school. But did alot of research. Trough books, online and other sources. But most of my information, i discovered intuitively. And eventually, i ditched all my books. I soon learn to realise that my own interpretations are much more accurate on not just one occasions. But mostly all of the time.
From then on, i decided to go with my intuition, and feelings. And the things that i have done, the people's lives that i've changed, is unbelievable.
Now that i look back on it, i can't believe that i even saved some people's lives without knowing it. This feeling, of saving someone's life, is such an incredible fulfilling feeling that i simply can't describe. But i am grateful that i have managed to accomplish such an amazing thing in my life.
I know you guys are probably wondering what has gone into this woman's head. But i went to read my guest book. Something i could not do for quite a while thanks to my busy schedule. But reading them, and seeing all the grateful words, i suddenly remember this particular story of one man's life that i had saved. And i didn't just saved his life. I even saved quite alot of people's life.
It was at east coast, when i was exhausted from the day and our shop was going to close. I decided to take a walk along the beach to absorb whatever energy the sea offers me. (there are metaphysical connections to the reason of this which i guess is my philosophy but i'm keen not to explain this but to get back to the story XD) When i returned, my mom said that there was this guy waiting for me. He had been waiting for about 30 mins! I didn't know i took a break for that long! But i decide to see him as my last client anyway.
Immediately, as i see him, i felt uneasy. Like something telling me not to read for that guy. But i decided to carry on anyway, since he was so pushy and didn't want to let me off the hook! I just did my job. He wrote in a piece of paper what he wanted me to read. Which was love.
So it was like a magnet and something was pulling me down. He was full of negativity and i was full of positivity. I read his cards and they came out to be very negative. I was nearly going to fall out of my chair when i turned it around and pushed him back to his sanity when i found out what he was about to do. He was about to kill himself, his girlfriend, and if possible, everyone else. And i knew it was at least possible for him to kill himself. So i got him back into this world and make him wake up and realise who will he be hurting.
What would you do if you encountered someone like this?
Well, i fixed it. I didn't know how i did it, but i'm glad i did. And i saved someone's life :)
Well, that's just one story, and i don't intend to go any further then this.
I see a strange connection with some tarot card readers i've read for before. But not all, the majority of tarot card readers didn't understand why i choose only 22 cards, but they were more then satisfied with their readings. I have read for many tarot card readers but i have to seperate them into two groups.
Singaporeans and foriegn.
All the foriegn readers were satisfied with my readings, and i know they were. Especially this austrialian lady. I literally made her realise something that she had been putting behind her.
But for the singaporean tarot card readers/psychic. I see a strange similarity. It's not me who have anything against them. But most of them dislike me, my readings and my ways. Strange, i don't see any complains from the international readers. I have yet to meet a singaporean tarot card reader who is as open minded as me (well, i have met one, but she's not official yet and i worry for her safety) Anyways...
So on my end note, like what i said initially. I would like to thank my clients and everyone who has supported this freelance tarot card reader here.
